Sunday, November 15, 2009
(14NOVEMBER)
I went to the cementary to see my grandpa grave
cant believe just a few days only i forgot where was my late grandpa grave
da ade baru2 nye kubur da berisi jadi blur jap..
Happy coz got to see my grandpa walapun itz just a grave
i clean up the grave.. tuang air pat kubur tu
and even give my grandpa an umbrella
jadi dia tak panas kan..
Den baca2.. sekali time baca my dad cry lak
da la airmata aku jatuh sekali...
i keep talking to my datok
coz i know he can hear me...
hmm kla tu je da tak tau nak ckp ape lagi
otak tgh tak betol la... take care
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
On the 5th of november,
is my greatest saddess tat i never had in life
and i would not 4get tat very day.
My beloved person who always bring smile
to me and my family, always there when we in need
tat is my grandfather.. he just pass away few days ago...
To me he is the greatest grandfather i never had..
some who has seen my grandfather knows the best...
the smile.. the smile on his face always make me happy
and bloom my day.
Since the day he was warded at tan tok seng hospital..
he was as in coma.. cant open the eyes..
and everyone there gave him a hug and ask 4 forgivness
coz the doctor said he cant live much longer..
I gave him a hug.. and he wont let go of me.
and i was crying none stop.. all my fren was there.
and i give him a kiss hope he can stay much longer..
Day by day and everyday i visit him but.. each time
i went there he in diffrent condition.. there is a time
when he cant talk.. cant move the hand just laying on the bed
wif the tube all over the body to his mouth..
From the i knew it.. my grandfather time is coming to end..
every night and day i been keep looking at my hp
hope there will be no call from my mum or anyone
which regarding my grandfather...
Then one day on 4th november around 9plus..
i get a call from my mum saying my grandfather is in critical condition (nazak)
and i quickly when there with my sister and my fren.
When i reach there.. all my auntie and uncle surround the bed.
and when i look at my granddad , all the tube n oxygen was turn off..
coz the heartbeat is gonna stop at any min or sec...
Then my uncle ask me to follow go back to my granddad house
to clean the place up.. so me my dad my fren herman my uncle and my other cousin
quickly when there.. and clean up tat place in a hurry
so we can make it back to the hospital in time..
Tapi ape yang tak di sangka kan ,
time we are cleaning the place up.. my dad accidentaly
knock down my granddad medicine and it breaks..
and i feel uneasy after seeing tat medicine break..
i knew sumting is wrong..
Around 2min later on.. i get a call from my sis
she kept crying n crying. and i shouted at her
what happen down there..
She say.. "Boy.. tok da takde lagi...''
And i was like jam for awhile n told my dad and my uncle n my other cousin.
everyone there was crying none stop. herman was there
and he control his tears..
and i just keep saying to my cousin ''jangan nangis tok tak suke"
After the clean up.. we rush there back..
my dad get to hug him one last time... and i get to hug and kiss
for the last time.. i keep crying there. herman keep console me...
When he was send to (motuary) dun know if it spell correct,
me my cousin my dad. my dad brothers push my granddad body
with full of tears and sorrow... his body will be bringing home..
The day my granddad was (kapankan) he leave
a smile on his face... very nice smile.
and the smile still in my mind.. and tat smile
i know tat he trying to say to us dun cry and i know he his very happy coz
everyone was there surround him....
After we reach at the cementary.. itz was heavy rain.. everyone told me not to cry
and i hold my grandad (batu nihsan)
and i cant believe the (batu nihsan) tat im holding
was my grandad name. and my tears when down..
Then my grandad was buried.. my dad n my dad brothers was in tat hole carry my grandad down.
after itz was buried.. i and my cousin (shadow , sheila , zai ) kneel down and cry...
i crumple the mud and throw it at my grandad and said
" tok.. selamat tinggal tok.. boy rindu tok nanti...''
I keeping crying in the bus and then i was like haft dead.
i just keep quite. never talk. just looking at my hand which cover wif mud.
even my fren console me i just mute...
I cant believe the person i love pass away..
But thanks to sumone.... saly.... i think u guys knows her
she a nurse also..
she was there at tan tok seng hospital. get attactment.
and dia jaga sama ward and floor wif my grandad..
thanks for taking care my granddad. thanks for everyting..
I been crying while typing all this conversation from just now
and i cant control it.. haixx...
tu jela dapat me sampai kan for everyone..
SELAMAT TINGGAL ATOK
HARAP ATOK TENANG DISANE
BOY RINDU ATOK SELALU DAN
TAK AKAN LUPA ATOK
UNTUK SELAMANYE..
SAYANG ATOK
DARI CUCU YG ATOK SAYANGI
TERIMA KASIH ATAS SEGALANYE YANG ATOK
BERI KAN PADA BOY DAN SEKELUARGA
SALAM YANG TERAKHIR BOY DAPAT BERIKAN
ASALAMUAILAIKOM ATOK!!
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Hey readers. mira here updating for aby since he have not been updating since..erm august?Jgn pk mcm2,me and aby are just friends. seriously just friends. aby have been,slacking around and sleeping at home? > <
I dont know what else to update. But im sure he/me will update the next time aby online.
and aby,TOPUP.
