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2010-05-21T22:12:00.001-07:00

The Story of Habib Noh

Introduction

Syed Habib Noh Al Habsyi was born aboard a ship in the year 1788 (1202/3 Hajirah). He was a direct descendant of Prophet Muhammad (Syed or Sayyid is an honorific title given to descendants of Prophet Muhammad). His parents were Arabs from Hadramaut, the area of southern Arabia that is now known as Yemen. According to Shaykh Hasan Al-Khatib, the caretaker of Maqam Habib Noh, who heard from Habib AlKhair, Habib Mohamad's wife was in labour when a huge storm hit the ship. It was a critical moment and the ship threatened to be overturned. At that time, Habib Mohamad made a nazar that if the baby arrives safely, he would name the baby "Noh" in remembrance of Nuh (Noah) who brought the light of mercy on his ship. Not long afterward, Habib Noh arrived safely into this world.

According to some sources Habib Noh's father, Syed Mohamad Al Habsyi (also spelled as Al Habshee) worked as a palace official under Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin Halim Shah II. The seat of the Kedah government then was at Kota Kuala Muda. When his wife passed away Syed Mohamad married Ku Pahmah, widow of Syed Yassin Al Anggawi who was killed at Limbong Kapal when Siam attacked Kedah in 1821. After the marriage, the family moved to Penang. Habib Noh also has a sister by the name of Sharifah Aloyah whose descendants now still reside in Penang.

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Arrival in Singapore

Around 1819, Habib Noh was invited to Singapore by Habib Salim bin Abdullah Ba Sumayr after the island became a British colony. Habib Noh stayed here (in Singapore) for about 50 years. Some reports mentioned that he stayed at Kampung Kaji (next to Al-Masjid Sultan.)

He came into prominence because being a 'majdhub' as he did things that are out of the ordinary. He loved children who liked to accompany him everywhere he went.

Among his honourable habits was to distribute food to the poor. Often, he would enter a shop, take out all the money from the cash drawer and throw it to the waiting children. Those shopkeepers who were aware of his holy state did not make any attempt to stop him and were rewarded by Allah with prosperity in their business thereafter.

Such activities however, were frowned upon by the British colonial masters who tried to put him in jail a number of times. However, after doing this many times, they finally gave up and left him alone. The reason? Each time he was arrested, and put in jail, he mysteriously disappeared from his cell and was seen outside walking free. This is one of the signs of awliya, their service to God has set them free from man.

He frequently gave advice to the community. He urged his companions to always show compassion, to increase their religious knowledge and to be consistent in learning the Al-Quran. Among his advice was "Let there not be any spite or ill-will among you and let there not be even a bit of greediness among you."

Habib Noh often woke up at night to perform prayers till dawn. He often visited the graves of the Muslims in the middle of the night to read Quranic verses till dawn. Habib Noh later moved to Marang Road, near Masjid Temenggong. He would often khalwat (remain in solitude for zikrullah) atop Mount Palmer, which was then a thick jungle facing the vast sea. The peaceful setting was perhaps a way for him to get closer to Allah.

A friend of his, Hj Muhd Salleh wished to set up a small mosque for the convenience of the Habib, but Habib Noh ra passed on to the next world before his friend's intention was fulfilled. The small mosque was still built, but it was later demolished. In replacement, the Hj Muhd Salleh mosque was built at the foot of Mount Palmer, for the convenience of the guests who came to visit the Habib.

People in those days flocked to see him and sought the blessings of his sincere invocation. Since those were the days of sailing ships, traveling by ship was often hazardous and it took a few months to sail from Singapore to Jeddah, Arabia. Muslims planning to sail back to Indonesia, India and Arabia made it their practice to come and ask him to pray for their safe journey.

Stories on Habib Noh often revolve around his miracles—especially his incredible ability to appear in a number of places at the same time. He had been seen in Mecca when it was known that he has not left Singapore. He has been known to say farewell to travellers leaving Singapore with the words 'I will be there when you arrive'. When the traveller reached his destination months later, Habib Noh would be there to welcome him at the harbour.

Story 1

Once a prominent Singapore businessman was about to set sail before lunch-time on a certain day. He received word that Habib Noh wanted to have lunch with him in his house that very day. Because of his love for this great wali, he did not depart on the ship that day but stayed behind to have lunch with Habib Noh.He did not know at that time that Habib Noh—who was also known for his gift of knowing about events to come and his state of unveiling (kashf)--had come to lunch with a purpose. That was to prevent him from sailing on a ship that was doomed to be shipwrecked near Penang a few days later, going down with most of its passengers.

Story 2

A gentleman by the name of Tok Mat, who owned a horse carriage, used to take Habib Noh on rides in his carriage. One night Tok Mat was returning home alone in his carriage felt quite frightened, as Singapore, one-hundred years ago, was not a safe place as it is now. Robbers and bandits were everywhere, waiting to take unwitting travelers by surprise. Tok Mat felt fearful and wished Habib Noh was there to protect him. He turned around and was shocked to see Habib Noh sitting in his carriage and smiling at him.

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Story 3

One night, Habib Noh RA was resting when he heard the continuous cries of a child, from his neighbour's house. Habib Noh RA got up and went to his neighbour's house. He gave Salaam and entered the neighbour's house, upon which, he saw the father of the child crying. He asked the mother of the child about this. The mother answered, "Habib, my child is crying because he wants to drink milk but I do not have the money to buy it. My husband is crying because he's too overwhelmed when he heard the child crying." Habib Noh RA then requested for some drinking water. The mother gave him some water in a coconut husk. Habib Noh RA read a few verses and a while later, the water turned into milk and the milk was given to the child.

Story 4

One day, a group of people visited Habib Noh RA. They waited for him as he prayed Asar. Soon, Habib Noh RA came out to meet his visitors. While he was greeting the second person in the group, he observed the man's face and said, "It's better for you to leave now because your mom is facing her last moments, and is dying." The man rushed home accompanied by Habib Noh RA. When they arrived, the man's mother had just died.

Story 5

Once there was an Arab trader who was a follower of Habib Noh RA. One day, he invited the Habib RA to his home for a farewell supplications (du'a selamat) as he was going back to Yemen on some business. The trader made preparations for his journey. According to his plans, he would leave immediately after the farewell supplications, and would head down to Keppel where a ship was awaiting. At that time, there would only be a few ships which set sail to Yemen in one week.

Something strange happened. When the Habib RA arrived, he sat on the trader's luggage while making the farewell supplications. This had never happened before. Habib Noh RA made a very long supplication, until even the trader became restless, as his ship was set to sail soon. As a sign of respect to the Habib RA, nobody dared say anything. Finally, the Habib RA ended his supplication. By then, the ship on which the trader was supposed to be in, had already left the port. The guests started eating but nobody said anything or questioned the Habib RA. The trader had missed his ship. A week later, they heard the news that the ship on which the trader was supposed to be in had sunk at the Indian Ocean, and everyone on the ship died. That's when they realised the reason behind the Habib's behaviour.

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Story 6

During World War II, a Japanese plane dropped a bomb which landed on the roof of the maqam. The building surrounding the maqam was completely ruined, even the entrance to the maqam was shattered. Habib AlKhair (the entrusted caretaker) was slightly hurt. By Allah's Will, the maqam remained untouched.

Numerous stories like these are still talked about till this very day in Singapore, Malaysia and Indonesia and even in far away India and Yemen, among people who accept the miracles of awliya as commonplace. Speak to the present caretaker of the Habib Noh shrine, 51 year old Hassan Al-Khatib, and he will share with you his rich repertoire of stories on the life of Habib Noh. He will also tell you of unsuccessful attempts by local Wahabis and their Saudi friends to stop people from visiting this maqam.

Habib Noh died peacefully on Friday 14 Rabi`ul Awal 1283 Hijra (1866 CE ) and was buried on the hill at his own prior request. As with the martyrs and great saints, his spirit lives on and many miracles are still happening to those who have strong certainty and ask Allah for help with the baraka of this Saint of Singapore.

Even after his physical demise, Habib Noh is still held in high esteem. Whenever he meets visitors from Singapore, Shaykh Nazim Al-Haqqani, Mufti of Cyprus and world leader of the Nasqshbandi-Haqqani order, requests that they convey his salaams to Habib Noh. He also makes it a point to visit Habib Noh whenever he is in Singapore.

A measure of the high respect given to this saint can be seen in the action of Shaykh Hisham Kabbani Chairman of The Islamic Supreme Council of America and a Sufi Shaykh from the Naqshbandi Haqqani sufi Order during this visit to the maqam. Shaykh Hisham took off his shoes at the bottom of the hill on which the maqam is situated and walked barefooted up the 47 steps leading to the tomb as a sign of respect, although he was told that normally visitors take off their shoes at the top of the steps.

Death Anniversary (Haul)

His death anniversary ceremony (or haul) is often held on the last day of the month Rabiul Akhir. It starts about 'Asr with various invited 'ulamas or religious scholars from within Singapore and overseas giving lectures.

Maulid and tahlil are read after Maghrib. Generous food is then served to the hundreds of guests regardless of race or religion, after Isya' prayers.

2010-03-16T13:10:00.000-07:00

In my house

2010-03-16T12:56:00.000-07:00

Taken outside my house by my fren..
SIAK TOL!!!

2010-02-18T16:40:00.000-08:00

Mon 15 feb 2010..

I went to pulau ubin with my parentz ,
auntie cousin.. uncle in the morning
our boat jalan kul 10pagi.. and my journey g sana
was superb.. tak bedek.. best...

Tapi sebelom smpai sane.. pat changi aku ade gado dgn 3matrep ni
budak lagi.. they keep stare2 mcm maknye.. kene maki teruz tak tengok..

at 10 we board the boat.. bila smpai sane mcm rasa
maut ah.. mcm best.. then we naik van g pulau noordin..
mcm seram kan?? da memang seram pun!!!!

Bila da smpai tmpt pulau noordin.. next to me there is a big toilet...
da mcm istana.. ade tangga naik atas. sbb toilet tu mcm pat hill gitu..
pic luar dia aku terdelete lak.

Seram kan??? bilang aku sikit.. nak ke korg pergi toilet ni malam2??
Tapi yang worse dia... i guess they never pay the wate bill haha... AIR PUNYA LA SIKIT
NAK MANDI KAN KERBAU PUN TAK CUKUP... mcm mane lak lau nak terberak kan...
When i was near that toilet.. i was like have this feeling.. the feel like sumting is inside
and mcm ade orang tgh tengok sedang kan that time was around 11pagi i guess... then i just walk to the beach. and pasang tent bodo tu..
then my auntie told me sumting. she say ''pat sini mulut kene jaga.. nampak bende jgn teguh''
and i was like ''Wow'' cool hahaha.. so i just have to wait for the night to fall.....

So kite g la tmpt beach tu yang di nama kan pulau noordin..

aku pun pasang la fishing rod aku yang taksebrape and tent kan... and pancing...
sekali ngantok lak.. aiseman.. aku pun tdo la dalam condo bodo aku tu haha..
then i wokeup itz was already 8pm.. i just waste my whole day sleeping.. damm it...
teruz aku jln nak g toilet.. bila nak naik tangga tu aku tgk la.. ''MAK DATOK''
punya la gelap. ape tak.. kiri kanan depan belakang atas semua hutan..
ape lagi aku pun gostan... call my dad suro ikot g toilet haha...
bila tengah kencing tu.. tengah sedap pancut tgh feeling2...
pat belakang macam ade org tgh tgk siak.. sekali aku pusing ahhh..
bapak aku la.. hehe.. tpi serious mcm ade org tgh tgk...

Teruz aku g balik pat beach tu.. and take out my light stick..
and keep throwing pat hutan tuu so tak la nmpk gelap sgt pat dalam tu.

lepas tu kite g pancing balik... cuma aku pancing sebelah hujung la..
coz tkt later my fishing line tersangkut pat my uncle or my dad nye da
kene maki satu bakul... jadi.. smbil tgu ikan mkn..aku squad and isap rokok
bila tiba2 aku dgr bende.. pat belakang aku tu hutan besar.. then aku dgr
mcm ade org jalan inside that fucking forest!!! mcm ade org terpijak ranting..
aku pun buat bodo la keep pancing.. sekali bapak aku lak sebelah sane
suluh lampu pat hutan tu juga.. the he came to me.. and i say ''asl suluh dalam situ''
bpk aku ckp dia dgr org jln pat dalam.. hmm aku fikir telinga aku main2 and ingat
aku sorg jek dgr.. so aku ckp la aku pun dgr tadi.. then my dad ask tu jaga2...

Aku sambung pancing balik.. yg cool nye ni kann when i was fishing..
pat belakang aku ade org campak ranting and batu kecik2...
baik baik.. konek panjang terus jadi kecut...aku pusing la.. but there is nobody
behind me... tu yang pelik.. beh dia cmpak lagi.. teruz aku da fadup.. aku jalan
g masak maggie dn bpk aku la.. tat time was midnight semua da tdo. cuma tgl aku bpk aku
sedara and pakcik.. tgh sedap masak.. sekali pat belakang aku ade forest ade org lari ah..
terkejot berok aku.. aku ckp dgn bpk aku ''ade org pat dalam ah''..
kite sulu lampu tapi takde org...nmpk mcm bende putih tapi not sure la ape tu tkt lampu
nye sinar jek... then kite masak jek.. then aku da mkn.. aku pun rasa mcm nak tdo
bapak aku tdo pat pondok. aku lak tdo pat lua condo bodo aku tu pat luar ade tika..

Bila tgh tdo.. ade org cmpak bende lagi pat aku.. aku buat bodoh..
and the thing keep repeating throwing at me..
aku bgn aku ckp ''oi hantu pun taucmpak bende ke mcm kental gitu''
pasal tu aku tkel tdo... aku g pancing balik. dgn pakcik aku and sedara..
aku g sebelah hujung lagi... tgh tgu ikan mkn.. sekali kene ahh..
dapat ikan besar.. tu tkpe.. pat belakang aku ade org ketawe.. pmpn lak tu..
buah teruz pat teka siak...aku buat bodo juga.. aku tgk2.. aku maki2
kene cmpak batu lagi.. aku rasa kan hantu tu anti abiz dgn aku...
aku je yang kene... mana pat laut aku dgr bunyi anjing mana dgr bunyi mcm burung.. tpi aku tau tu bkn burung... paham2 jela kan.. anjing tu.. pelik sikit pat laut?? hmmm

Jadi aku pancing jela tat time was 6plus and aku tahan mata smpai matair timbul..
teruz kite kemas2.. sbb van amek kite kul 12.. time tgh kemas2 ade group family
ni dtg.. dorg pun g pancing.. dorg ganti tmpt kite pat pondok tu..
then ade satu nenek ni.. dia ddk pat pondok tu alih2 ade grasshopper dtg g pat tangan dia..
satu makcik ni ckp dgn laki dia..''bang tgk bang ade bende pat my mum nye tangan''
laki dia ckp ''biar la.. kau mana tau semua ni.. ni org lama dtg kau diam2 jek''
Then the nenek tgk bende tu beh mcm tgh bbl.. then she smile.. dia ckp ni org lama??
''smlm ade bende kacau eh'' from where the hell she know?? yg sial dia nye..
nenek tu ckp tu kawan dia.. org lama?? WTF...???

aku pun angkat bag teruz jln...mcm2 terjadi pat situ ah..
lau u all think aku ni main2 kan tk caye kan.. tkpe.. im goin there again'tak tau bila
lau nak ikot jom.. or korg g check it out sendiri g sane.. nanti korg tau
la sendiri... lau konek panjang leh jadi kecut.. ape lagi pmpn
tetek besar leh jadi jemput2 hahaha iskk gurau jek.. tapi nak ikot
standby duit boat ye.. hehe tkde duit haha... then aku g pat jeety tu teruz naik boat balik..

Kla tu jela cite aku yang creepy geli geli tu haha.. mata aku pun da ngantok
lom tdo satu hari ni mata da mcm nak terkua ni jari mcm nak tercabut...
ingat nak ikot standby duit sendiri ye.. hehe bye bye

2009-12-03T11:42:00.000-08:00

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2009-11-15T12:11:00.000-08:00

(14NOVEMBER)

I went to the cementary to see my grandpa grave

cant believe just a few days only i forgot where was my late grandpa grave

da ade baru2 nye kubur da berisi jadi blur jap..

Happy coz got to see my grandpa walapun itz just a grave

i clean up the grave.. tuang air pat kubur tu

and even give my grandpa an umbrella

jadi dia tak panas kan..

Den baca2.. sekali time baca my dad cry lak

da la airmata aku jatuh sekali...

i keep talking to my datok

coz i know he can hear me...

hmm kla tu je da tak tau nak ckp ape lagi

otak tgh tak betol la... take care

2009-11-11T22:22:00.000-08:00

On the 5th of november,

is my greatest saddess tat i never had in life

and i would not 4get tat very day.

My beloved person who always bring smile

to me and my family, always there when we in need

tat is my grandfather.. he just pass away few days ago...

To me he is the greatest grandfather i never had..

some who has seen my grandfather knows the best...

the smile.. the smile on his face always make me happy

and bloom my day.

Since the day he was warded at tan tok seng hospital..

he was as in coma.. cant open the eyes..

and everyone there gave him a hug and ask 4 forgivness

coz the doctor said he cant live much longer..

I gave him a hug.. and he wont let go of me.

and i was crying none stop.. all my fren was there.

and i give him a kiss hope he can stay much longer..

Day by day and everyday i visit him but.. each time

i went there he in diffrent condition.. there is a time

when he cant talk.. cant move the hand just laying on the bed

wif the tube all over the body to his mouth..

From the i knew it.. my grandfather time is coming to end..

every night and day i been keep looking at my hp

hope there will be no call from my mum or anyone

which regarding my grandfather...

Then one day on 4th november around 9plus..

i get a call from my mum saying my grandfather is in critical condition (nazak)

and i quickly when there with my sister and my fren.

When i reach there.. all my auntie and uncle surround the bed.

and when i look at my granddad , all the tube n oxygen was turn off..

coz the heartbeat is gonna stop at any min or sec...

Then my uncle ask me to follow go back to my granddad house

to clean the place up.. so me my dad my fren herman my uncle and my other cousin

quickly when there.. and clean up tat place in a hurry

so we can make it back to the hospital in time..

Tapi ape yang tak di sangka kan ,

time we are cleaning the place up.. my dad accidentaly

knock down my granddad medicine and it breaks..

and i feel uneasy after seeing tat medicine break..

i knew sumting is wrong..

Around 2min later on.. i get a call from my sis

she kept crying n crying. and i shouted at her

what happen down there..

She say.. "Boy.. tok da takde lagi...''

And i was like jam for awhile n told my dad and my uncle n my other cousin.

everyone there was crying none stop. herman was there

and he control his tears..

and i just keep saying to my cousin ''jangan nangis tok tak suke"

After the clean up.. we rush there back..

my dad get to hug him one last time... and i get to hug and kiss

for the last time.. i keep crying there. herman keep console me...

When he was send to (motuary) dun know if it spell correct,

me my cousin my dad. my dad brothers push my granddad body

with full of tears and sorrow... his body will be bringing home..

The day my granddad was (kapankan) he leave

a smile on his face... very nice smile.

and the smile still in my mind.. and tat smile

i know tat he trying to say to us dun cry and i know he his very happy coz

everyone was there surround him....

After we reach at the cementary.. itz was heavy rain.. everyone told me not to cry

and i hold my grandad (batu nihsan)

and i cant believe the (batu nihsan) tat im holding

was my grandad name. and my tears when down..

Then my grandad was buried.. my dad n my dad brothers was in tat hole carry my grandad down.

after itz was buried.. i and my cousin (shadow , sheila , zai ) kneel down and cry...

i crumple the mud and throw it at my grandad and said

" tok.. selamat tinggal tok.. boy rindu tok nanti...''

I keeping crying in the bus and then i was like haft dead.

i just keep quite. never talk. just looking at my hand which cover wif mud.

even my fren console me i just mute...

I cant believe the person i love pass away..

But thanks to sumone.... saly.... i think u guys knows her

she a nurse also..

she was there at tan tok seng hospital. get attactment.

and dia jaga sama ward and floor wif my grandad..

thanks for taking care my granddad. thanks for everyting..

I been crying while typing all this conversation from just now

and i cant control it.. haixx...

tu jela dapat me sampai kan for everyone..

SELAMAT TINGGAL ATOK

HARAP ATOK TENANG DISANE

BOY RINDU ATOK SELALU DAN

TAK AKAN LUPA ATOK

UNTUK SELAMANYE..

SAYANG ATOK

DARI CUCU YG ATOK SAYANGI

TERIMA KASIH ATAS SEGALANYE YANG ATOK

BERI KAN PADA BOY DAN SEKELUARGA

SALAM YANG TERAKHIR BOY DAPAT BERIKAN

ASALAMUAILAIKOM ATOK!!

2009-11-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

Hey readers. mira here updating for aby since he have not been updating since..erm august?Jgn pk mcm2,me and aby are just friends. seriously just friends. aby have been,slacking around and sleeping at home? > <
I dont know what else to update. But im sure he/me will update the next time aby online.
and aby,TOPUP.

2009-08-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

Jeng jeng jeng!!! helooooooo.. sorry eh tak update.. busy sikit ah haha..
btw aku tak tau siak skrg ni hungry ghost pe aniversery haha
serious2... aku fikir apasal la org bakar kan mcm da takde keje
tu takpe.. smlm tgh lepak dgn memberz pat belakang mobile ade playground
sampai kul12lebih midnite... aku tgh baring2 siak pat playground
yang terkejot nye tu. kwn aku ni tgh baring dia ckp '' B TGK ATAS CEPAT!!!''
dia ckp ade cartoon.. faham2 la kan Si kakak perut berlobang..
aku pun tgh atas and cari la.. sekali betol ah dia tgh terbang
mcm takde pape gitu... tu tkpe sikit pe besar... tapi yang peliknye
itz around 12 floor high or lagi tinggi sikit la dia terbang.. yg pelik dia kluar dari satu rumah ni
pat tingkap aku rasa.. bukan aku nak ckp ape la bukan nak ckp
step berani la kan.. jantong pun double pedal tapi aku tgk jek dia terbang
beh yg lain2 penakot.. peluk2 each other haha... lepas tu bende
terbang jap lagi ilang ah.. cuma dgr suara mengilai jek... hmmm pelik eh
tu hantu cine pe??? KsIow siak dia terbang.. da la takde permit haha
baik2 eh.. kiteorg pat sini da nmpk.. korg tu baik2 sikit tingkap tutup..
ade jek dia pat luar tgh tgk korg jek.. gitu juga terkencing2.....haha

Lepas tu dorg suro anta balik dorg takot.. so aku pun anta la kan. sbb kwn aku satu nak tdo uma aku... lepas da anta dorg and anta kwn aku nye pmpn balik kite pun chow balik...
SEKALI KAN!!!!! dtg pulak satu hal... kiteorg kene kejar anjing!!! haha
mcm sial... anjing tu da dtg dekat kwn aku lari tinggalkan aku. siak tol..
abeh ape lagi aku backward sikit nak sepak tu anjing. sekali dlm otak terpikir kwn aku
lagi satu ni.. teringat dia kene gigit anjing.. terus baik2 berani terus kejot jap..
beh owner tu panggil tu anjing beh kene pukul haha.. itu lau kene
entah mcm mane kan kaki ku.. lobang2 kot... msti time dia gigit tu
muka anjing tu msti jadi keropok nye.. aku tumbok2 telinga dia
akan ku cabut cabut dgn bulu dia semue.. betol.. sial pe anjing.....
haha..SUAY SIAK!!!!!

2009-07-30T12:36:00.000-07:00

Helo helo... da lama tak blog sorry eh meow..
Bz ah hahahaha... hari tu kecoh ah.. me and my
friend semue g bdae party pat atas garden..
kiteorg smpai dorg semue da main campak2 tepung lak
beh apa lagi kite duduk mkn cake ah hahaha..
sekali tiba2 police naik.. kasi kite warning jgn buat bising
sekali fikir boleh lepas... psl tu tepung bertabuh pat ground ah
kite semue sangkut... police suro kiteorg semue clean up the mess...
guess what org yg tak bersalah tak main tepung kene jadi cleaner pat situ
mcm siak!!!!..

da la me and my 2 fren g bawa pinjam broom...
kite naik police tkde. da la my fren ade pakai baju kebas tepung yg bersepah tu mcm ahsao2
my fren yg lain pakai fire host cuci semue tepung..
fikir2 balik ah ah eh lagi senang pe keje.. i dgn my fren pun pakai la
host sekali. tiba2 police pat belakang me ah hahaha.. dia ckp ape tau
'oi who ask you can use this host.. stop it.. i lak pekik my kwn oi stop la pat
pantat.. di pusing g kasi satu senyum den host lagi tu water.. police da bising2 suro stop
sampai dia ckp idiot stop it.. baru my kwn stop.. mampos....

fikir da ok sekali kene tahan lagi.. dia ckp dia takle lepas kan kite
sbb kite pakai goverment nye water.. lagi satu case lak....
beh dia ckp i just got my order.. i cant release all of you now..
if my boss say can release you den i release if not all under arrest..
Den i ckp dgn my kwn beh ni masok jail pasal cuci tepung?
my kwn ketawa2 siak tol...

teruz kejap lagi police tu dpt kol.. dia teruz ok this is just a warning
coz you do a good job by using dat host eventhough itz vandalisim
but we given you all a warning. pls don't do it again.. hahaha
apa lagi kita angkat kaki jln ah.. nak g party happy2
sekali kene keje cleaner hahahahahahahahaha

2009-07-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

2009-07-08T14:16:00.000-07:00

My sad eyes
blurred by tears
heart broken
by the world they now see

My sad eyes
now look down
afraid to look upon
the bright sight

My sad eyes
is full of desire and tears
a hundred diffrent reasons for their saddness

My sad eyes
have been away for so long
sleeping, alone finally went dark

But life is life
and my sad eyes look apon the world once again
saddness by the mess

and hopeful for a better tomorow

2009-07-07T08:27:00.001-07:00

Our boys day out

2009-07-05T11:47:00.000-07:00

2009-07-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

2009-07-02T13:41:00.000-07:00

Helo helo helo... hahaha da lama tak masok sini
haha buzy sikit.. yesterday lepak dengan my fren
semue abit kind of bored.. sekali dorg ajak main game
ali pom haha hope u guys tau la game ape.. hide and sick bodo
hahaha.. zaman budak kecik tu game haha... den ade la satu budak
ni kan sore loser.. da kene jadi catcher banyak kali tak happy sei...
main tipu pulak tu hahaha setakat game bodo ni je mahhh...
den ada la satu insan ni datang lepak dengan kita.. belanja dia makan
burger... pergi balik burger haha tak lama lagi muka pun serupa...
sorry eh jangan marah ya... nari lak kene turun kallang way.. leceh betol la
nak kene angkat tv aiyo... terpaksa kene bawak macho man semue tolong
angkat hehe.. lepas tu terus lepaking again.. makan burgerr hahaha...
ok la tu jek. pape gua update lagi ok.. tio boh haha... ok la nak siam....
take care guys sape sape yang tag me ok..
Chow!!!!

2009-06-29T14:12:00.000-07:00

21/06/09
Here are my injury right leg ho ho ho
fikir tak akan masok hospital kan... masok juga aku
darn that stupid car.. mintak mintak mampos la kau time tgh drive
langgar lorry balak ke.. ter ski jatuh bridge ke sial
bikin susa aku ni mcm
But now cast da buka i only use leg guard
lega sikit da buka gatal semacam
but the pain still there are..
i wont say how itz happen la kan...
doctor say if i dun take care of my leg
i can go cripple.. whooooo
hmmmm biarla kan...
hope can cure soon la.. lau tak wat to do haixx
fuck dat stupid car nabei tol

2009-06-29T13:36:00.000-07:00

Btw stino thanks for this pic yang kau kasi
sanggup eh kau buat ni pic kite dua nye muka haha
tapi kan cute lak pic ni.. pandai eh kau buat
tapi mcm mane pun thanks alot stino
kau pun da banyak tolong aku aku pun tak tau la how to repay
kite bila bila brother
dara sama dara campur jadi satu
Pah bei si bei toh

2009-06-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

Missing all the laughs we've had, and all the tear's we've cried
Missing all your hug's that tucked me in at night
Missing all the midnight show's, like the twilight zone
Missing all the special time's that bonded us so close

But now its all gone.. gone with the wind
There is noting left just a sorrow in my life
The rose has withered and lose all the freshness
The light has became dark
And me myself has no way out

Haix can't imagine it will turn out this way
Can't imagine rite now im feeling lonley
Afterall i have done to get this relationship going

Itz not about money im aftering and itz not
about fame im chasing
Just nid a love..izzt hard for me to get it?
izzt money that counts?

God my must i suffer in this life
Why must i be left alone after i treasure a person?
All still in my mind from the past and untill now
But still can't even get the answer

I can't live this life and i hate this life
everyone will blame me for nothing even though
i did nothing wrong or just a small wrong

Maybe god gave me this life
to let me see how love is gonna be
to let me learn how life its is

Now left me all alone walking through
the night haixxx

Thanks for everyting that you have gave me
the love and care
the happiness and sadness
now everting is coming to end
hope whereva you are just take care of urself
learn to love urself
take care my love

2009-06-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hari ni betol nye hari yang seram

untuk aku dgn kwn kwn aku semue
hari ni achok nye case postpon alhamdulila
tapi tak tau la bila sey dia akan turun high court lagi
harap case dia ni yang postpon harap
dapat yang renggan la

Skrg ni kite masih tengah tunggu hari untuk dia sentence lagi
haixx kesian aku tengok dia in that state
Harap allah akan tunjuk kan arah
dan ampun dosa dosa dia
harap diberi peluang untuk diberi
jalan yang terang bagi dia untuk beruba
jadi orang biasa

2009-06-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

Is there a better place
To be right now
Than to be home
Listening to the crickets’ sounds
Outside the windows
Is there a better place
To be right now
Than in the bed
Closing my eyes
Falling into a deep sleep
To forget about the days
Forget about the nights
>>>>Haix.. my mind is blank<<<<

2009-06-28T11:28:00.000-07:00

AcHok
The pic shown above is my fren.. my close fren.
His real name is shukor dan name nick dia is Achok..
itz quite a long time i haven't got to see hym since 2007
dua to some cases he do... skrg ni 2009 baru dia jatuh sentence
da berapa lama dia pat dalam sane dari 2007 smpai skrg setakat nak tunggu
sentence dia jatuh.. haiz.. i know how he feel coz i feel it before....

When sape sape dengan dia.. dia tak perna stop buat
kelakak dia and all stuff
he always make ppl surround him happy...
he is my great fren dat i ever had...
and all the memories and all the good time dat i spend wif him..
all still in my mind until now.. tak perna pun ter fikir
untuk melupakan semue tu....

Today monday 29th.. he will be sentence to
high court due to the case dat was pending
all along untill now.. (sorry i cant tell you guys wat he did)

Mcm tak percaya all my bestfren or my childhood
fren will be in this state y??
ini ke balasan keatas orang orang jahat like us?
ini ke dugaan diberi allah untuk kite menempuh semue ni?..
da terlalu banyak aku ilang kawan kawan aku..
maybe i will lose him today.. or maybe not... if he found guilty
he will be sentence to death... if not maybe he will
life sentence

i can't see all my fren go just like dat... one by
one has gone... asl la siksa aku ni mcm... stress otak aku...
fuck!!! haiz... skrg ni all i can do is to doa...
harap panjangkan umur dia... harap dapat sentence
yang renggan sikit.. haiz otak blank ah...

im gonna miss him badly seriously...
i hope you are ok in there... if u were sentence to death...
one day maybe i will join u all my fren down there...
kalau itu la perjalanan kite.. lau itu la tertulis..
i will do it... watever happen you will always be my brother..
u will always be in my heart... stay strong my brother haixxx....

Ya 'allah